AnonTrader
Hello all. I'm a futures trader that started researching day trading in late 2021. After much examination, I finally settled on trading futures. A year later I opened a Ninjatrader account and promptly lost ~$4000. I've never forgotten that feeling and how I never want to feel it again and thus my journey began
This public journal is anonymous as I don't wish for my name to be shared or associated with my losses or winnings. I also have a full time job, which doesn't actually conflict with my trading, but it's still safer to remain anonymous.
How do you know if the P/L numbers below are real? You don't and I'm ok with you not knowing for sure. I publish it for friends and family. I don't offer advice, I certainly don't teach or offer any classes for sale. I wouldn't even pretend that I have that level or knowledge or expertise.
This public journal is created from my custom trade journal.
Cumulative realized net P&L
Daily closing results after fees. Deposits and withdrawals are excluded.
Monthly performance
October 2026USD 602.3537 trades
September 2026USD 100.2175 trades
Daily notes & trades
Tuesday, October 27, 2026
USD 24.56| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD -50.98 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 2 | USD 75.54 |
Monday, October 26, 2026
USD 53.04| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 2 | USD 53.04 |
Friday, October 23, 2026
USD 20.54| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD 15.27 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD 5.27 |
Thursday, October 22, 2026
USD 49.56| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 2 | USD 49.29 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 0.27 |
Wednesday, October 21, 2026
USD 55.27| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 55.27 |
Tuesday, October 20, 2026
USD 54.29| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 2 | USD 54.29 |
Monday, October 19, 2026
USD 39.02| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 39.02 |
Friday, October 16, 2026
USD 50.91| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 2 | USD -153.21 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 2 | USD 74.29 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 0.27 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 3 | USD 129.56 |
Thursday, October 15, 2026
USD 50.27| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 50.27 |
Wednesday, October 14, 2026
USD 51.79| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 1.52 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 50.27 |