AnonTrader
Hello all. I'm a futures trader that started researching day trading in late 2021. After much examination, I finally settled on trading futures. A year later I opened a Ninjatrader account and promptly lost ~$4000. I've never forgotten that feeling and how I never want to feel it again and thus my journey began
This public journal is anonymous as I don't wish for my name to be shared or associated with my losses or winnings. I also have a full time job, which doesn't actually conflict with my trading, but it's still safer to remain anonymous.
How do you know if the P/L numbers below are real? You don't and I'm ok with you not knowing for sure. I publish it for friends and family. I don't offer advice, I certainly don't teach or offer any classes for sale. I wouldn't even pretend that I have that level or knowledge or expertise.
This public journal is created from my custom trade journal.
Cumulative realized net P&L
Daily closing results after fees. Deposits and withdrawals are excluded.
Monthly performance
October 2026USD 602.3537 trades
September 2026USD 100.2175 trades
Daily notes & trades
Tuesday, September 29, 2026
USD 26.79Test fdfvdfvfddfv
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| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 24.02 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD 2.77 |
Monday, September 28, 2026
USD -294.67| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 20.27 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 5.27 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 2 | USD -190.71 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 3 | USD -204.19 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 5 | USD 101.35 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD 5.27 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD 0.27 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 3 | USD 27.06 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 3 | USD 0.81 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 4 | USD 63.58 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 5 | USD -123.65 |
Friday, September 25, 2026
USD 68.31| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD -75.98 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 2 | USD 144.29 |
Thursday, September 24, 2026
USD 30.54| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD 15.27 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD 15.27 |
Wednesday, September 23, 2026
USD 15.27Interesting day.
| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 15.27 |
Tuesday, September 22, 2026
USD 34.56Not a bad of trading
| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 6.52 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 17.77 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 10.27 |
Monday, September 21, 2026
USD 23.31| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD 5.27 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 0.27 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD 17.77 |
Friday, September 18, 2026
USD 17.77| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 17.77 |
Thursday, September 17, 2026
USD 34.02| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 34.02 |
Wednesday, September 16, 2026
USD 98.95| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 5.27 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 10.27 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 12.77 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD 1.52 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD 0.27 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 5.27 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 9.02 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 7.77 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 2 | USD 46.79 |