AnonTrader
Hello all. I'm a futures trader that started researching day trading in late 2021. After much examination, I finally settled on trading futures. A year later I opened a Ninjatrader account and promptly lost ~$4000. I've never forgotten that feeling and how I never want to feel it again and thus my journey began
This public journal is anonymous as I don't wish for my name to be shared or associated with my losses or winnings. I also have a full time job, which doesn't actually conflict with my trading, but it's still safer to remain anonymous.
How do you know if the P/L numbers below are real? You don't and I'm ok with you not knowing for sure. I publish it for friends and family. I don't offer advice, I certainly don't teach or offer any classes for sale. I wouldn't even pretend that I have that level or knowledge or expertise.
This public journal is created from my custom trade journal.
Cumulative realized net P&L
Daily closing results after fees. Deposits and withdrawals are excluded.
Monthly performance
October 2026USD 602.3537 trades
September 2026USD 100.2175 trades
Daily notes & trades
Tuesday, October 13, 2026
USD 63.31| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 3 | USD 63.31 |
Monday, October 12, 2026
USD 49.29| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 2 | USD 49.29 |
Friday, October 9, 2026
USD -165.17| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 3 | USD -166.69 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD 1.52 |
Thursday, October 8, 2026
USD 30.47| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD -34.73 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD 6.52 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD 17.77 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 2 | USD 11.79 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 2 | USD 9.29 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 1.52 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD 6.52 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD 5.27 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD 6.52 |
Wednesday, October 7, 2026
USD 15.27| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 15.27 |
Tuesday, October 6, 2026
USD 59.83Hello
| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD -50.98 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 3 | USD 110.81 |
Monday, October 5, 2026
USD 15.54| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 5.27 |
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 1 | USD 10.27 |
Friday, October 2, 2026
USD 25.27| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Long | 1 | USD 25.27 |
Thursday, October 1, 2026
USD 59.29| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 2 | USD 59.29 |
Wednesday, September 30, 2026
USD 49.29| Symbol | Direction | Quantity | Net P&L |
|---|---|---|---|
| MESZ26_FUT_CME | Short | 2 | USD 49.29 |